ranting & rambling

viking hatt

HAHA this post is strictly for the purpose of camwhoring. Except it's not so much camwhoring as hattwhoring, because I felt like showing off my hatt. It's been feeling neglected lately. Click the pictures for the full version, twerps.

... THE END. =D ... Yeah, I know. I'm working on that whole "fugly" thing. SRSLY I AM. I can look awesome when I really want to.

BREAKINGBENJAMIN

MUZAK SECTION UPDATED. I uploaded a new song. I Know Your Name. IT'S AMAZING. LISTEN TO IT.

Argh. I hate McAfee. Ever since I installed it, SmartFTP hasn't been working. I click the icon, get that annoying license reminder message, click ok, and then... nothing happens! I have to either go without virus protection entirely (which I've been doing for the past six months anyway), or upload directly from Yahoo!. ... WHY MUST ANYTHING BE DIFFICULT?

SO IN OTHER NEWS.

THERE IS A BUNCH OF OTHER NEWS.

INCLUDING (but not limited to) THE FACT THAT I NOW HAVE WITH ME RIGHT NOW AT THIS VERY MOMENT IN MY HANDS TWO TICKETS TO SEE BREAKING BENJAMIN AT THE HOUSE OF BLUES ON AUGUST 29TH! HAHAHAHA! I'm going with dad, because I neither have friends nor a life. But I'll live. Because I'M GOING TO SEE BREAKING BENJAMIN. ON THE 29TH. YAY IS ME!

ALSO. Father and I picked up two guitars, a saxophone, and a flute at a garage sale today. PRETTY COOL. One's this 12-string... somebigbrand acoustic guitar, and the other's a 6-string acoustic something. We're keeping the 12-string. It's pretty sweet. I wanna learn how to play again. But not before I learn drums. xP OF WINOS AND PYROS IS SO GONNA HAPPEN!

ALSO I HAD A DREAM THAT I STARTED TALKING TO FIGGY AGAIN.
ALSO A FEW DAYS AFTER THAT I STARTED TALKING TO FIGGY AGAIN.

There's a lot of CHURCH!DRAMA going on. The youth pastor gave his two-week notice out of nowhere (OMFG OKAY YOUTHPASTORING IS NOT LIKE AN ACTUAL JOB) and caused MUCH heartbreak and tears among the youth and congregation (SERIOUSLY THEY WORSHIP RYAN) and so people were sad but then mom was pissed and he was all "GTFO I HAVE A NEW JOB ALREADY" and then mom called the pastor and he was all "LOL HE RLY DOESN'T" and. Yes.

And I'm going to be sad because that means Adam's leaving and I probably won't talk to him again. D: Even though he asked me for my IM address and cell phone number.

ALAS AND ALACK. WOE IS ME.

I am going to END THIS NOW I THINK because I am REALLY ADD'ing and, um. Yes. :D ILUALL BYE!

call 911 blablabla

OH YEAH THANKS A LOT FURBY. THAT GODDAMN SONG HAS BEEN STUCK IN MY HEAD ALL DAY. YEAH, YOU KNOW WHAT ONE. THE ONE YOU CRUELLY SENT ME. IT'S BEEN STUCK IN MY HEAD EVEN LONGER THAN CELEBRITY SKIN NOW. IT'S DRIVING ME INSANE.

Call 911, there's a girl in trouble...

SCREW YOU CRUEL WORLD. DIE.

... Anyway. :D

My life is far too boring. I'm going to take up drumming again. And then get a job at Guitar Center. And then save up enough money to migrate to Canadia, where Furby and I will start up the greatest band to have ever... banded. Of Winos and Pyros. I suppose we'll eventually have need of a bass-player, and possibly a violinist, so. Auditions are open now! Show is what you got. Lead vocals, lead guitar, and drums are already taken.

kthx.

Look, my life finally has a purpose!

I want to learn how to play piano, too. When I was little, my estranged uncle gave me a keyboard. He then made my parents pay $200 for it, and we couldn't find/afford anybody to teach me. And then we sold it. My entire experience as a pianist. ... Keyboards suck anyway. I wanna learn how to play piano!

And I need a cobwell for my drums. ... No, seriously. ... I NEED MORE COWBELL. My dad used to have one, when he was my age and had drums. He also had a band and played in it. I AM SO ENVIOUS MAN. OF MY OWN FATHER. ////////wrists!

So, I should probably start using my blog for something more than just randomly blurting out the thoughts going through my head (of which there are little at the moment, since I am bored and procrastinating from my post). Yeah. Soon as I get a life, I'll stop. I promise.

'TIL THEN... CALL 911, THERE'S A BOY IN TROUBLE...

EDIT: Updated my muzak section!

new layout lol

ISN'T IT PRETTY?

Arrrrrgh. Yeah, I have a lot of tweaking to do. But so far, so good!

...I think. :D Yey pandas!

The link bar is annoying me. I have to give each link their own seperate #NAV thingy, because I can't figure out how to line them all up instead of them going one on top of each other, and. I hate them. But I love them. AND YET I HATE THEM! Also I don't really like how the font works and. Yes.

BUT ILPANDAS.

And, uh. :D Bye.

EDIT: I have added a bigass border, added a header, colour-coordinated the linkbar, and changed the font. All instead of posting. Hooray for me! I will make this work. I love the panda. &&faking scene, becasue I'm cool like that.

I'll be adding a muzak page shortly. To, uh. Upload music onto, or something. Is that illegal? I dunno. I have a lot of music and thought it'd fit in with the theme/give people a reason to visit!

:D, again. Just for good measure.

scenesters suck

Dear Diary,

My diet lasted as long as it took me to drink a can of that bilesome catspit people dare pass off as a strawberry shake. And it wasn't just because I'm a hopeless slob driven to distraction by the mere presence of a cookie, either! It's loaded with these stupid artificial sweeteners that give me migraines disigned by Satan himself.

So, there goes that idea.

I need to change my layout. I don't really know why, but I do. I think this is the longest I have ever gone without changing something.

Or maybe I shouldn't change it. Maybe I should just... make a new one. For somebody who happens to need one. For, y'know. ... Her blog.

:D

My life is boring. The only excitement I've had lately is the scuffles it took to keep it boring. Mom wanted me to help at my church's VBS, and I was lyk. Nothx. And after some struggling and convincing, I didn't.

YAY.

Now excuse me while I go post. Because. I'm bored.

DDD:

Dear Diary,

I have just taken a bite out of my last candybar. Ho-hum. Starting tomorrow, I shall consume nothing but Slim Fast shakes!

Yes, I am lame. I freely admit it. Please, step away from the "LOL" keys.

I should start... doing... things. More often. I think I used to have hobbies. Like, making things. Sewing. And, er. Dollhousing. ... D: I wish my room were big enough for a dollhouse.

Maybe I should start drumming again!

Or, y'know, start doing anything to cure this... ... ...damn. "Boredom" doesn't even begin to describe it anymore.

In other news, Rum and Tweed is sucking a lot lately. D: Furby and I started this totally awesome competition, and everybody was excited when we were planning it out. But. Like. Nobody joined. ... And Kitty got her panties in a twist when we were justifiably bitchy about it, and.

Pfffffffft. Guild drama. ... -kinda missed it-

ARGH! I just ate the last of my candybar. ;-; I wanted to make it last a while, dammit!

Oh well. -wanders off to eat last bowl of ice cream-

rubber d_cky

Welcome to the second official presentation of The Rubber D_cky Awards! I'll keep this short, folks. Here it is:

:D!!!

P.S. I just lost. Dammit.

lololol

Eh. I got annoyed by all the angst in my last two entries, so. I deleted them. xD I win. Hoozay for no more uncomfortable silences after the emo.

I should probably keep such things to my el-jay. e.e People don't read that anyway!

oops

Ahaha. e.e I totally had to take my site down last night! I am so lame.

But at least I have a new appreciation for Yahoo! webhosting. It took a total of three seconds to delete, and about a minute to bring back up. Apparently, it takes hourly snapshots without of my entire site my even realizing it!

Hnn.

I feel the need to actually do something cool with this site one of these days. v_V; WATCH THIS SPACE!

...Or don't, because I probably won't. But. Eh!

Off to get my haircut. :D YAY!

i see wat u did there

Haha. I'm a mad stalker.

I was just looking in my Bookmarks, and realized I had twice as many sites saved in my Stalker Files folder than anywhere else. This includes the Fanfic and ROFL folders. ;D Cool, eh?

Which got me to thinking.

I wonder if people stalk me? I just do it out of boredom, and curiosity, really. Most of the stalkees are people I used to talk to but I just drifted away from. Some are a little more sinister. >3 But, still. Sometimes I feel like commenting on their various blogs, el-jays, domains, and stuff... just because I've been keeping up on them so often, it feels like I might as well have.

Except they would totally freak and think I'm... well, a stalker.

D:

I like stalking. I like stalkers. If people stalk me - even if I say I hate you, which I really don't - I'd so totally like to know! It's not like I'd be offended, or scared. I don't even need to know. I'm just curious. ;D Stalkers... comment, if you dare! I might even tell you if I stalk you back. ...

xD I'm not cool enough for stalkers. But it's just a thought.

-lame-